a strong person knows how 2 keep their life in order.even with tears in
their eyes they still manage 2 say "i'm ok" with a smile.God is good.change is coming.God saw ur sadness and said hard times r over.I wish u believe in HIM caue i do believe in him n although sometimes he did make things bad but he wil always be good in my heart n it wil juz stay like this
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Exam again!
i am studying n also on9-ing...2 in 1^^ i am really studying if u dun believe look at the pictures below
i luv maths
i hate sejarah
i luv maths
i hate sejarah
Haiz...
i hate a lot of things but the thing i hate are kpc,copycat,ppl who lie,break promises n more...but this is wat i hate the most is ppl who act like they know everything but the truth is they dunno anything..i hate ppl who is like that..if u really get on my nerves one day,i dun care who r u i wil juz everything out n mayb even break my friendship wif u..
PS:Some of the above i am one myself
i know that sometimes i make ppl really really hate me but that is who i am n i cant change me cause this is ME n i luv 2 be ME! Furthermore,have u all been thinking?if u say i change then how bout u? u also change a lot.u said i change until like ___ behind my back but i found it out cause i told a lot of times that i am lucky cause miracles happen n i seriusly believe in miracles n magic..
u think that life isnt fair but have u ask urself be4 y did u get so easily attract 2 love..have u?obviously thats a NO cause u always told me that "Erica __ dump me!wat am i suppose 2 do?"...wat am i suppose 2 do?i luv 2 help u but u juz keep repeating the same thing n when i tell u how 2 solve the problem u wil start saying that i am kpc n u know wat 2 do...if u know everything dun come find me...go find ur mum or ur stupid ____....if u r reading this i dun like u 2 b my fren anymore
PS:Some of the above i am one myself
i know that sometimes i make ppl really really hate me but that is who i am n i cant change me cause this is ME n i luv 2 be ME! Furthermore,have u all been thinking?if u say i change then how bout u? u also change a lot.u said i change until like ___ behind my back but i found it out cause i told a lot of times that i am lucky cause miracles happen n i seriusly believe in miracles n magic..
u think that life isnt fair but have u ask urself be4 y did u get so easily attract 2 love..have u?obviously thats a NO cause u always told me that "Erica __ dump me!wat am i suppose 2 do?"...wat am i suppose 2 do?i luv 2 help u but u juz keep repeating the same thing n when i tell u how 2 solve the problem u wil start saying that i am kpc n u know wat 2 do...if u know everything dun come find me...go find ur mum or ur stupid ____....if u r reading this i dun like u 2 b my fren anymore
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Sadness
Being a kind person stinks.S-T-I-N-K-S!!!u wanna help ppl but wat do u get back??nothing.u juz get the stupid feeling...i hate HATE the feeling..sometims i really really wanna help but i make it even worse..i juz make things worse.i am the unlucky star in this universe.i even think y did my mum gave birth 2 me sometimes..she always scold me that i aint clever so y did she gave birth 2 me??y did u choose me GOD?y?there r lots of ppl y choose me.......
Sometimes i feel like telling my mum "Mum!can u stop nagging at me?i am ur daughter not a statue or a non-living thing!i am ur daughter remember?u gave birth 2 me on 1st of september 1997.u n dad cry because i was small.too small(was in mum's stomach oni for 7 months)Mum do u even remember the day?"Mum said "Oh,sweetie!Of course i remember.although i cry but i was happy 2 have a daughter like u.i nag is for ur own good.watever i do for u is always the best."
Always the best?u dun even understand how i feel mum.how can u know wat is best for me?u wil never know mum.u wil never know!!!!
Sometimes i feel like telling my mum "Mum!can u stop nagging at me?i am ur daughter not a statue or a non-living thing!i am ur daughter remember?u gave birth 2 me on 1st of september 1997.u n dad cry because i was small.too small(was in mum's stomach oni for 7 months)Mum do u even remember the day?"Mum said "Oh,sweetie!Of course i remember.although i cry but i was happy 2 have a daughter like u.i nag is for ur own good.watever i do for u is always the best."
Always the best?u dun even understand how i feel mum.how can u know wat is best for me?u wil never know mum.u wil never know!!!!
Friday, July 2, 2010
Fcking bitch
When u see the title u guys maybe will be thinking who it is but is juz a women who is at my school...i juz wrote a letter 2 my fren n we keep sending it n that day my fren tear it away n she gave it to me.i put it inside my textbook.when i came home i find out that the textbook was missing n so was the letter.i search it high n low but i juz cannot find anywhere..but today i told my teacher i lost the textbook n she told there is a textbook in her staffroom n is new..
My heart was jumping wif joy when i heard that.i totally had 4gotten bout the letter....when the last subject arrive i went out n when 2 find the teacher wif the textbook..it was my textbook alright..i was shocked when i see the later on the first page..my mind is like saying OMG!y is it on the first page i remember putting it at the middle.i was thinking she must had read it...when she ask me is this ur textbook i quickly said yes cause my mind suddenly went blank.she asked me how r u sure that this is ur textbook?i dunno wat 2 say n suddenly it juz came out.the words that came out are i am sure bcuz i put this letter in it...i cant believe i said that...the teacher start saying this is wat u do when the teacher teaches?!bla bla bla....she said that she wans 2 see my mum.MY MUM!hollyshit!i said thank you 2 her n went out wif tears in my eyes.i cant control the tears anymore n i started crying.it was embrassing but i cant control myself.....
When i got in the car i told my mum everything.the truth..everything came out.....i was suprised wif wat she said when i finish telling her..She said "Erica i wil tel ur teacher nowadays all teenagers is talking bout love n guys.when ur sis was ur age she had things like that which happen 2 her too so i know how 2 fix it."I cant believe she actually said that.i thought she was going 2 say Erica u got in this trouble so get it out urself.i was relive when she didnt say that....
Sometimes mum is the only one we can trust.i really really luv her but sometimes she is annoying n that is the time when i hate her....
THE END!
My heart was jumping wif joy when i heard that.i totally had 4gotten bout the letter....when the last subject arrive i went out n when 2 find the teacher wif the textbook..it was my textbook alright..i was shocked when i see the later on the first page..my mind is like saying OMG!y is it on the first page i remember putting it at the middle.i was thinking she must had read it...when she ask me is this ur textbook i quickly said yes cause my mind suddenly went blank.she asked me how r u sure that this is ur textbook?i dunno wat 2 say n suddenly it juz came out.the words that came out are i am sure bcuz i put this letter in it...i cant believe i said that...the teacher start saying this is wat u do when the teacher teaches?!bla bla bla....she said that she wans 2 see my mum.MY MUM!hollyshit!i said thank you 2 her n went out wif tears in my eyes.i cant control the tears anymore n i started crying.it was embrassing but i cant control myself.....
When i got in the car i told my mum everything.the truth..everything came out.....i was suprised wif wat she said when i finish telling her..She said "Erica i wil tel ur teacher nowadays all teenagers is talking bout love n guys.when ur sis was ur age she had things like that which happen 2 her too so i know how 2 fix it."I cant believe she actually said that.i thought she was going 2 say Erica u got in this trouble so get it out urself.i was relive when she didnt say that....
Sometimes mum is the only one we can trust.i really really luv her but sometimes she is annoying n that is the time when i hate her....
THE END!
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
